i wanted to blog yesterday. but dunno why blogger changed my blog to SPAMBLOG yesterday and i cldn post anything. so yeah !!okkAy. i forgot to say that on MONDAY, when i went back to see dr terry.. i saw a fAmilliar boy sitting down thr..and u were also staring as if you knoe me. so.. i finally think that he looks like one of his godbrother. one of those BA. but i cldn confirm with it. but i sure i was right when you took mrt to hougang. small world hurhh..
AND I SAW RYAN AS I WAS GOING TO COURT ! hahahs.. small dog (: yayy !
yesterday. what happen ah.. let me think.. hmm.. oh yeah. school was boring. DNT. wahahah.. i finally saw mrs niam and mr tan !! they are so cool! i just love them. suddenly i just rmb why i liked zhss. hahas..because there are good teachers like them (:yeah. after sch went to eat chicken chop with my bball gang* hahahs. den
wethey went to play basketball while i was toking on the phone ((: fun la. den i went home. like that loe. yesterday was nothing.
http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y249/havoc_kim/P1030801.jpghttp://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y249/havoc_kim/P1030830.jpgbut i wanna say about this topic- TEASING. INSULTING.
everybody born in this world SURELY have been teased or insulted before.and i don deny but i did tease and insult people before.and i know from today onwards. i wont do that anymore. unless that person really deserve it.like people who ACBC. think they are popular. yeah. and i suddenly realised that people who tease and insult [ including me ] are sadistic.they inflicted pain on others just to humor or make themselves better.but why? suddenly when i see how my classmates tease this particular girl in my class.i felt sorry for her. everybody wants to look pretty don they? nobody wans to look ugly. but they carn control the way they look like? they didn beg god or whoever who creates human to let them look funny or whatsoever.its only their luck that they have been given this way. and people who looks pretty and handsome. or acceptable faces. why make fun of them? your are blessed to look nice.but why wouln yr put urself in their shoes? im sorry to people who had been once been my victim. im sorry for the pain i've inflicted on your. and to others as well. stop teasing people ! after all we're all humans and we have feeelings. think abt others and don add sin to yourself !
TODAY.
i step into class. and SF told me that she was waiting her ZHENMINGTIANZI to step into her class.. naturally was happy to her until i saw that guy. OMG.. hongster. too late tho. shufen went off with him before i cld say anything to her. and that bloody bastard tried to molest my friend and forced her to kiss him. tt guy had a reputation in sch for girls. he had more than 20 steads and he wasn true to anyof them. except one. and this guy shdn be on earth la. why toy with girls feeling? maybe when tt girl truly loves you and u were just playing with her? he even came in to disturb my class while we having maths test. and to that guy. look at yrself la. u are nt like tom cruise or brad pitt. so plz stop breaking another girls heart especially when its my friend. and plese don say iloveyou when you don mean it. it sucks.
today's okay. and i know miss wong loves me.. hahas.. that a confirm wan la.. cause everybody loves me ! WAHAHAHS.. jkjk.. cannot help it la.. im such a good student -.-" hahahs.. training ah.. hahas.. warmup has wiped out all of us completely hahas. so we .. did not have any staminas.. normally we were still fit when we did 200 layups. but today 120 layups have oreadii killed out. AND I LEARNT A LESSON. nv to drink gassy drinks during training. almost puke la ! hahas.okkay ..
im glad and relieved that i went passed the prelimary rnd and into top14.
but seeing how my teammates cried. i felt.. bad? because.. because.. i don think i deserved this place.. but after several councelling frm miss cassandra and others. and ziyu.. -to ba wo ji hui-
geee.. don try to comfort me when yr say im only off form.. nobody off form for 3 months wan loe. i knoe i deproved damn lot. :(and it often gets to my nerve that im dragging the team down.i've got good players in the team but because of me they cldn perform. .. and is this retribution? sighs..
god is punishing me now because i didn attend alot of trainings in hols.* punishment is so heavy..
but this wont get me demoralized. or will it ?
i will work harder than before bahh.. and like what coach says. if u lose the thing in the court. you have to get back there to take it back. i lost confidence and the feel. i want to get it back !i wanna pick up what i lost in court.
so lets jiayou !! (:
but if i really really cannot .. know my own limits. i will give up my place to others who can do it !! so jenn. don think of giving up yr place to. prove to others tt coach nv choose the wrong person ! u have the power ! (:
my AIMS AND GOALS
-wonderful memorable birthday
-make into TOP12.
-score well for test and exams.
-stay guai and don be teachers targetted victims
-play less in SN2 [ sobssobs ] and play more with my team mates.
-buy water bottle
-make my parents happy
-buy bigbig pencil case wan. MYUK or billabong
-buy clothes ! WAHAHA.
-nag the teachers to change sch rules !
-SLiM DOWN !!!
STUDIES. my goals
ENG- A1/A2
CHINESE- A1
MATHS-B3/A2
SCIENCE-B3/A2 [ hope to pass my chem la ! haha]
GEOG-A2/B3
HISTORY-A1
LITERATURE-A1/A2
ART-DONCARE
MUSIC-DONCARE.
HOME.ED-DONCARE.
DNT-B3/A2 [ make mr tan proud ! ]
ok la ok la. i don nag on oreadi.. (:
but my life is becoming better and better.
im happier these days. and more cheerful (:
thanks to this person .. you know who you are!
OHYEAH. i gt funny pictures to post. but its with YIMEI and she wont be online till 9. so i promise i will post another post on the photos ! (:
